No sleep till ...

No sleep till Booklyn ... what no! But every day when I wake up at 5am curtsey of my son that’s what plays in my head. And I want to cry.

It started couple of weeks ago his regular 5.45-6am get up suddenly changed to 5 or 4 am sometimes. 

And I’m the one who gets up with him. It’s ok if I didn’t go to work or had a lay in once a week but with Holiday season here means work is intense for both me and hubby. So when I can sleep I m at work. And it’s great I have a job! But I also miss sleep. 

Week one of no sleep I blamed it on full moon. 

But now I honestly don’t know what to think. Day before he woke up at 4am but I just preserved with my day and mind went a bit blank when I couldn’t work out why it feels like I have been awake for hours at 2pm... well silly me it’s because I was awake for hours! 

Yesterday he got up at 5am... I almost cried but he was so happy and so energetic, so after school drop off and gettting some essential I went for a nap. For 3 hours. 

So today’s 5.25am didn’t bother me much. Besides it’s Saturday and 1st December! Time to deck the halls and such!