Very Small Feet

Last week I had not one but two interviews.  Busy week full of stress as you can imangine.  Had to present my self in the best light answer all the questions and such.  I felt it went well.  I was looking forward to be around grown ups and leave these two lunatics to them selves for two whole days and not only that little one would have attended nursery after preschool more.  I would have joined the gym...  For some reason I really build all this up in my head.  I got one no last Friday. I was ok with it, the second interview seems more successful and I was very excited about working with a big team... This morning however I got a very nice email about how I have scored very highly but they got some one a bit better...  Now I feel very down. Which is silly coz I am upset about something that is in my head...  So I must stay positive! But there was an unexpected outcome. Husband said watching me being frustrate...

So job search is ... well get it all out of me. And so far nothing suitable. It's ok when you can work any day coz someone else can actually cover. But Stephen is a chef, unstable hours all week long so I either need a 9-5 Monday to Friday or a part-time work during the week. And I tell you what some people do not understand part-time when they are advertising... muppets!  Oh but this isn't what I wanted to talk about.  We have decided by persuasion of entire family me and Edgar are flying to Russia! Yay! Holidays! It was a bit touch and go on the child's visa but the awesome man dropped it off today and we are flying Tuesday.  I hate the whole visa thing, trip to London, expensive train fare, dealing with grouchy people in visa centre. I supposed Russian's are made jump throw all sort of hoops to stay in the country I see why it is fair in the way... but it should not be so complicated.  Anyway visa is here we are busy packing and happy to go to ...