Injury. Body feelings

So on my second run I landed on the pavement form the road to the pavement.. and then 7km on top few days later resulted in my limping about for over a week... 

Turns out my hubby is now a running guru... just ask his friends who took up running, so he said “you’re fool! You didn’t respect the distance” I need to rebuild gradually...

So now I m walking when I can be bothered... but the sun is out and it feels much nicer to be out! 

Today I used the baby as extra weight and frankly it was hard he is heavy and I m very unfit. 

I m ok with my body. It does what it needs to. But it’s not as strong as it used to be and that makes me sad. I want the strength back and I want it now! However it doesn’t work this way, I would just end up hurt again. And I really don’t want it.

All things considered, like I had a major op just over 2 months ago and my body is still adjusting itself back to pre pregnancy. I am well, I am mobile and not always tired... term sleep like a baby is very misleading! 

I guess this isn’t a sprint it’s a marathon... 

I am not sure what size I was before I got pregnant but I do know I would like to fit into my old clothes. And mainly I would like to be strong again and as we all know strong body usually is a healthy one. And now I have two kids and one of them is disabled... I must be healthy and strong for them as much as for me. So onwards and upwards!