Very Small Feet

I like to know that certain things in ever changing life stay the same. I always know that if there is anything wrong I can run away home to Russia. It would involve a day of travelling but I would get there and will be supported and looked after no matter how old. Provided I make a joke, do dishes and cook at least one meal.  And that I will always have people where who I can n be in touch for months and months but when we do meet its like we are 17 again and never parted just became bit more serious and wiser with experience. Yesterday that has changed. My dearest friend moved...and to another city but to another place and to another life all together. Bali. Suppose now I have a place to stay there... hint hint! (I know you told me not to put up this pic online... hahahaha) I wish that all your super plans will come true and that you will be super happy there. Love you lots and be safe!!  P.S. I can only imagine who you felt when I left all these year...

Recently I have not been very well. Had this horrible cold and 5 days in still not quiet there yet, but I am better, not great but better. For 3 days I was nesting on the sofa watching films. A lot of them.... but one thing made me super happy was the Pitch Perfect. It is my new favorite film....  It's about girls being friends getting their shit together and stepping up and knowing when to chill da f&%k down.... And then I watched For Good Time, Call... And oh my manolos I found new sex and the city... And it is outrages! Funny! Sexy! Unexpected... Well I am in love!  Watch it! Unless you are easily offended by sex talk, dildos etc. I don't get easily offended...  This film made me think about my old friends who I used to spend most of my time with in Switzerland.  We used to go out together and then meet for coffee next morning to discuss the events of the night before...  I miss this time so...

When I was leaving home for Swiss we had a party... it was an event... a sad but a very happy one... When I was leaving Neuchatel to go back home it was an event... a sad one... But everyone who I cared about showed up. I love you guys for that... even if we do not keep in touch. Neuch was one super special place... I fell in love there.... and got so terribly disappointed however everyone I met are always in my heart... Nicole Moser! where are you?! I want to see and hug you! When I was leaving Russia to go to UK it was something else... something inevitable something that had to be done, I simply had to leave... We had a party anyway. I danced with the bassist of the band:) It's a bit disturbing that I look bit younger then 7 years ago... Must be the air:) I would never even dream that silly little me  (front row orange jumper) would ever leave Chelyabinks, move somewhere else and be happy...  ...